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I had a really good birthday, of course it didn't top last year but I doubt much will touch my 25th birthday.



Didn't do much but for some reason it was perfect for me. I thank all those who wished me happy birthday :)



Lets just hope I can make this year rock

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xXTroublexX
22:53 Feb 26 2010

Happy birthday.

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Keira
06:58 Feb 28 2010

Happy Be-lated Birthday

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I miss him lots still but we have been chatting again lately and I realize I missed my friend. I miss the I love you parts too but I missed my friend



I miss most of my friends. Some I miss a lot, I just don't know how to recross the barrier that I myself put up. Maybe I was afraid of what others would think...shame on me. Something is different today though and I will embrace it with open arms.



I woke up happy this morning, the first time in a long time. I don't know what about it that makes it so different than any other day.



I just don't know what it is about today that changed things for me...why today and not any other day. There should be no real change today, there never has been for me before. It's not like I really aged any, other than a day.

So my dad in his roundabout way finally told us he has prostat cancer. It's in it's early stages and he goes in for cryosurgery the beginning of May to have the tumors removed. Of course he told us in his annual list of things to be done around the house this spring. Halfway down the list it just said surgery. I hat to pry the what outta my mom after she kept telling all of us kids that it wasn't her thing to tell us.



Sometimes my parents are so dumb. If there was nothing wrong months ago they would have told us. Of course we are gonna assume the worst when they don't tell us what is going on, and usually we are right. But when the doctor leaves messages on the house phone for my dad mentioning call him so they can discuss treatment options and that the biopsy(ies) results were better than they had hoped...URGH!



Of course no one outside the immediate family is supposed to know about it...but I just had to get it off my chest

Laptop is done for an indefinate amount of time...I have to get the stupid fan fixed as it makes horrible noise and doesn't work properly...



*throws laptop at the wall* mother fucking piece of shit...i just replaced the power cord on the thing and now this?



maybe I will just buy a new laptop...mmh maybe as a birthday present :D

Happy February!



Okay so far not really. I have had the flu for the last two weeks and am feeling a lot better now though. I just think it is funny cause those of us who had the flu shots 3 months ago all got it but those in the house who didn't get the flu shot didn't get sick- makes me wonder sometimes. My mom had it the worst though...she developed pneumonia and she is just now going back to work after a week and a half off.



I am going to be 26 this month and am still not sure what I want to do. Thank god for family being here though to help me. And the money from sitting around watching the 3 munchkins (thank god they are not sick anymore) does help even if it is just enough to cover the basics and not much else.